Im kind of having a series of mixed feeling, today is my better half back from her week long holiday in Taiwan, same time, is time to say bye to the laid back quality time over the week. I have make it clear to myself, we both do enjoy each other company over the years, I do miss her present. Just........
Woke up 10 in the morning, where this this Sunday is just so relax, unlike the usual Sunday i had to rush here and there to satisfy my significant others desire. Flash back on it, is it what i really want in my life, i bet not. Ironically, we both have different "wishes" at this point, i wanted spend time for myself as well as family. Where she rather not to. Which on contrary towards what i always internalize the family values into our relationship. Very often, im just settle in to avoid potential arguement arise, as time goes by, it will not be the good idea before long.
Gosh, at the initial point, im kind of feeling isolated where she, family and friends is not around, but it turns out just fine. I can use the fair amount of time to develop a better me, doing some kind of planning, structure, reflect my life. Enjoying quality time blogging while listening to jacky cheung Mini Private Corner jazz music.
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